“Physical attractions are common, but a mental connection is rare.”

The craziest thing is, we only have the latter. 

If you don’t play you’ll never win

I’m just in this weird place.  

I just got super emotional out of nowhere and really realizing that I’m not fond of my living situation for next semester at all. Not only that but my roommate and suitemmate (that I didn’t even want to live with) are just super fucking close and it’s beginning to hit home that I’m so emotionally alienated in general from mostly everyone at pitzer except izzy. 

I’m always strong for everyone else and listen to their problems and help them with their bullshit but the same is never returned. Not that I’ve really minded in the past, most of my friends I wouldn’t take advice from anyway. And I’ve always had Izzy. 

We just have this connection that I’ve never felt with anyone else. We’ve stayed up all night some nights sitting on his balcony talking about how weird it is that we can describe what we feel to each other and fully understand ourselves and what we are to each other, but are both unable to express these things to anyone else correctly. 

And I’m tearing because it really just hit me that I’m going to be on my own without him next year. A whole year. 

“Get your penis over here NOW. emergency”

I like long sleeves. 

They make me feel safe. 

suchaladybutimdancinlikeahoe:

i swear im a binge eater minus the puking afterwards

I really hate reaching out to people. 

Levels man.

I need to get back to writing. 

I am going to start writing again. 

I thought I only hated you because I was on my period. 

But no, I still find you abrasive.